Well I have not written in this in a while but I did not feel like making a rambling entry in the public forums. I am starting to feel better about loosing weight. For the first time in my life, I feel in control of my weight. I am choosing to take control. It is so funny because the answer to you weight problems is right in front of your face. I never realized that by simply counting calories, I would start loosing weight. I am trying to be more active so that helps too. I have my off days where it does not feel like I am doing enough to drop weight but I never go off my calories. My clothes are getting looser and I cannot wait to be in a smaller size.
It also seems like loosing weight is becoming less of a big deal. Its just some thing I do