SARAHJEAN81's Oct 2004 CalorieKing Blog
Saturday, October 23rd 2004
Well I have been under allot of stress. My mom is looking at a minimum of 2 years in prison and there is a whole mess surrounding that. I know she has done wrong and I want to support her but she is running from her problems and making things worse. I am so stressed that I have binged twice in the past week and I am fighting hard not to again today. I feel helpless about my weight. I am stalling at 200. I am feeling so out of control. I have had non stop stress headaches. I hate being such a ...Tuesday, October 19th 2004
Been a while since I have popped in to make an entry.I am still reeling from yesterdays binge and not feeling the greatest. I put away all of the candy so I cannot see it and want it. A couple of weeks no sugar is going to feel like for ever.
I know that stress has been messing with my diet. I am cranky and avoiding people. I can always yap on the net but people in general irritate me right now. Thankfully this time I am not taking everything out on my husband. I know that, no matter wha...