Well I have been under allot of stress. My mom is looking at a minimum of 2 years in prison and there is a whole mess surrounding that. I know she has done wrong and I want to support her but she is running from her problems and making things worse. I am so stressed that I have binged twice in the past week and I am fighting hard not to again today. I feel helpless about my weight. I am stalling at 200. I am feeling so out of control. I have had non stop stress headaches. I hate being such a downer. My hubby is babying me because I look so out of it. I feel stupid for letting everything get to me. I wish I would drop more weight but my will power has been nonexistent. I need to get my focus back and stop being so depressed.