7:07Am 205Lb.s 7 days no pop/soda

Down another 2. The scale keeps going steadily down. I am getting used to eating a lot less. I have been under on my calories every day. It is hard to eat allot when you are keeping an eye on your sugar and salt intake. I even had the hubby pick me up some low sugar jam.

I am so tired. The little one got my up at 6:30 Am on a Saturday. Should be against the law. LOL
I have to forgive him. He is only 2. But nap time is going to be a group thing today.

12:51Pm

I am still having a good day. I ate a solid lunch and I have been not having any cravings. I am trying to get some house work done. I have been lazy with that. But all in all, Life is good. I feel so much better now that I switched to a lower sugar diet. I do not miss the sugar at all. I feel so much happier. Who knew that sugar could affect moods.

5:24Pm
Grrr oh Grr. I made a great dinner of spanish rice, peas, and tilapia with blackened seasoning and I got full before I was even done with half of it. I hate eating right now. I never get all that hungry and I have to rush to eat so I finish.
I never thought I would complain about that!

8:20Pm

Well, I went to Cold Stone and got my self a small peanut butter ice cream with reese cups. I got full half way through it, but I made my self finish it because it was good and the hubby would have been irritated, had I wasted some thing I went out for. I am feeling guilty as hell and still keep asking him if he is sure that was a small.
I am having serious food issues this week. I am just not liking food. I have been at 1200 to 1300 most days. CK set me at 1700. Today, with out the ice cream, I was gonna be under 900. So I guess it is better to have eaten it.... I think. I will be good tomorrow. Technically, I did not go over today so at least if I was gonna pig on ice cream, I did it on a day I needed the calories. I feel so bloated, so I am gonna go drink a ton of water.