8:14Am 203.5

I have been kinda quiet lately. I swear, I get so moody. I am going for my 12 week BC shot so that is gonna send me through some PMS for the next week and make me tired. As long as it does not bloat me.

Got a new boss. I am not sure I like him. It makes it harder knowing my old boss retired because her cancer got too advanced and treatment was too hard on her to continue working. Now we have a man boss and what a cocky b*stard he is. I guess it will take time to learn how to deal with him. I rarely see the boss any way since I am on nights. But, I am gonna have to find some new ways to do things. He got rid of my box count sheets, so that will be fun. I have to give him the benefit of the doubt. His ways might not be too bad. I just hate change. But I still think he is a cocky b*stard.

Any way, I seriously need to perk up. My mood has been matching the weather. I need a sunny day. I need a major reason to smile.


10:00Am

Sun is out and I got a sweet PM from someone. ( You know who you are. Thank you! ) So my day is looking better. Did some pushups and some leg exercises. Might hit the treadmill later. The hubby wants burgers for dinner. Not sure I feel like one. Red meat does not do much for me lately. I like steak but even that is not doing much for me. Been craving Tilapia and chicken. Maybe I will pick up some turkey burgers and I can grill one for my self so I can relax and enjoy my dinner. I can have it on my wheat bread too which will cut some more calories.

I am not sure what to eat for lunch. I am not in the mood to eat today.

5:02Pm

I ate dinner. I did pretty well. I am under a 1000 calories and debating staying there. I am always like that when I am low. I ate my three meals and one snack. I do not really need to eat any thing extra. But, I should eat some thing more. I bought some cherries. So, maybe I will have some of those.