Saturday, April 30th 2011
I went on a 10 mile bike ride today! I absolutely loved it. My work on the elliptical paid off....my husband is a regular rider and at the end of the ride I was riding circles around him and he was lagging. I haven't ridden a bike in about 16 years. I'd forgotten how much I used to love it. It was nice to get out in the air and the sun and it was nice not to feel like I was about to fall over from being so tired.Monday, April 25th 2011
Another five pounds are gone, my weight is down to 212. My next goal is 200. DH also surprised me with another trip to Vegas in August. I'm setting my goal weight to 175. I'll need to loose a little over 2 pounds a week to vet there. It's totally do-able. i'm averaging about 3-5 pounds a week right now. My calorie in take is in a good place. Now that i've set my "self" some new goals i'm looking forward to seeing them manifest. I'm really positive right now and I feel like the...Tuesday, April 19th 2011
I had a hard time Sunday night after I got back from the gym. I caught a look at my body when I was working out. I'm a fat blubber ball. I hate it. then I went to do my stretches on the floor.....in front of a mirror. Gah! I don't look any different at ALL than I did when I started back in February. I did this to myself. And now.....I'm just......I don't know.
Sunday, April 17th 2011
I have a huge family.....I don't get a lot of "something for myself". I'm not talking about material things. I'm talking about the fact that I'm so used to passing out love to everybody I forget to keep something for myself.Wednesday, April 13th 2011
I'm depressed and sad. This day has been perfect. Until the DH and I had a fight. Now I feel like crap. I didn't vent with food...I did it in the gym...now my body really, really hurts. I got literally an hour of sleep last night because of his SNORING. I'm tired. I'm hungry. I've only had like 650 calories today....I haven't met my calorie target yet....(1001 calorie limit) and I have to do that if I want it to count for my diary entry for the day....I don't want to eat. I don't want ...