WHORLEDCRAZY's CalorieKing Blog
Food issues and scales
Saturday, February 19th 2011
This morning I hate an egg white omelette...This is the South Beach answer to breakfast.I hate eggs...the way they taste. The way they smell. Yucky, gross, gross, eww.
It wasn't bad...but it's the whole mental block of it and the texture is just...I don't know. It was actually good. My mind is messing with me and I had to choke it down. I really, really hate eggs. I need to look for an alternative.
So far I have been subsisting on salads. Which isn't a bad things because the...
The calm
Friday, February 18th 2011
I woke up this morning..and....I wasn't hungry.I got up and felt.....good.
I put a skirt on that usually feels like a Boa Constrictor.....it fit...I could button it and I didn't feel like I hated myself.
Could this be working?
The DH took me to Applebee's....a spinach salad and shrimp and I felt like I was a big fat cheater because I was full....Me...full? No way. I'm like a black hole when it comes to food.
Take a breath. I think I can do this....
I almost committed murder for A dorito.
Thursday, February 17th 2011
I. Am. So. Freakin'. Hungry.I would kill or die for a potato, some fruit, some homemade bread. A Coke.
Then the 17yr old opens up a bag of Doritos.... I almost passed out from the carb fumes.
I wanted to kill him, steal the bag and hide under the stairs laughing maniacally in glee while I consumed them all.....fistfuls at a time.
Anyway...so I made a stuffed bell pepper. And.....it was good.
Me and the diet....
Wednesday, February 16th 2011
Ok...I absolutely loathe the word "diet".....to me it means a temporary solution.....for me this is NOT temporary. This has to be forever so is it an eating plan? What is it? What do I call it when people ask me "Oh...you're on a diet?" ummmm..no. I am absolutely NOT on a diet.Having said THAT....I started the South Beach Diet yesterday......last night actually, because my doctor seems to think it's the "diet" for me.
Phase one is absolutely: no su...
You get what you deserve.
Tuesday, February 15th 2011
So here I am....250 pds overweight...obese....me? Obese? Are you kidding? My Lord.....I used to weigh 110 pounds on a bad day. Where and how in the hell did I get here? Satisfaction now...I want it now...no control.....and procrastination. 7 years ago I weighed 180 pounds and lost 30 of it...I found myself pregnant and quit and never went back. So here I am today...deciding that I can not look like this or feel like this anymore....none of my clothes fit...I look ugly....I hate the way I ...