WMVANN's Dec 2012 CalorieKing Blog
Accepting your reality and making it work...
Thursday, December 13th 2012
OK, as a nurse I see all kinds of "reality checks". Hell, I am usually the one the families are thanking for "saving" their lazy/stupid/drunk/depressed asses when it comes time to "pay the piper" for all your bad choices... But, there are LOTS of people out there who are living life everyday disconnected form reality who don't necessarily wind up in the ED. Maybe they live beyond their means telling themselves that they DESERVE it. Maybe they are having 3 drinks eve...Still going,.. Just not strong
Monday, December 10th 2012
Its interesting how quick I am to look at something else (like a product on an infomercial) as THE fix for my weight. I am an educated woman who knows its cals in vs. clas out. I KNOW THIS. I think I am resentful of the fact that I have let myself go SO FAR beyond what I ever thought I could. I want to "have it all" I really do, but there is also a HUGE part of me (probably located somewhere in my ASS) that doesnt really care. I am pretty sure I see glimpses of it in my parents and pat...SSDD
Thursday, December 6th 2012
Well, I am a busy gal and I find myself NOT planning ahead as far as my meals go... I think this is partially because I am LAZY and partially because I think I have more time than I do... Kinda like a permanent Time Warp :/ . I also had another wake up call today. As I was putting on my fat jeans... They were TIGHT!!
! I have lost so much ground, or should I say I have given back so much ground that i previously made by low-carbing it 
So I need to plan better. I feel like I need some help wit...
One day at time.... riiiight
Monday, December 3rd 2012
Well its day three (officially) and I am not hungry, so YAY! I am a bit mad at myself for being such a fat-lazy-ass, but I'm sure as soon as I get back into a size 12 I'll feel less like a looser (or in this case a gainer!). I need to be better about the exercise piece. I know it and I need to do it. I lost 35 pounds last winter doing the no refined carb thing and it was great cause i didnt need to excercise, but thats not healthy and as soon as I started my new position at the hospital all my l...12/2/12: AA for the Fat-Ass... Here I go again!
Sunday, December 2nd 2012
Well, I have started yet another journey into "self-discovery" and weight loss... I am 190 pounds (holying !).. thats 10 pounds heavier than when I gave birth to my daughter!!! Not to mention that I lost all but 15 pounds of it by the time she was 2! Wake up call? She's 14 on February 6th BOOO! So here I go. trying to be mature and responsible. I know I can do it, it's just that some days I don't really care about any goal more than the taste of the food I am about to consume. WTF...