WILLLOSEIT's Jun 2007 CalorieKing Blog
no needle, but the damage is done
Thursday, June 14th 2007
neil said it bestthe needle and
the damage done
every junkies
like a settin sun
well i am a junkie
but my poison is food
i dont inject
but i get strung out
when i crave
to taste
what i shouldn't have
and i give in
all the time
my poison is everywhere
not in dark alleys
but i eat in the dark
to feed my addiction
so no one knows
except me
how bad it really is
my poison is often in disguise
the salad
sitting on the buffet
drizzled wi...
moving that mountain...one rock at a time
Wednesday, June 13th 2007
there are clichéslots of them
that remind us that
patience is a virtue
that rome wasnt built in a day,
that good things come to those who wait
and so on and so forth
then there is the story
of the ant and the rubber tree
oops there goes another one
remember him?
you see he did
what everyone
doubted he would ever do
because he had hope
high hopes
so how do you balance
hope and patience?
wanting something
desperately,
completely
when sooner, ...
you gave us our voices back - thank you
Tuesday, June 12th 2007
finally i can speak againbecause i always
have something to say
it seems
since this whole thing started
or i started
down the long road
to a better me
it was hard
being quiet today
i hated it
because this has become
a part of my
daily routine
writing here
sharing my thoughts
about this journey
we are in
together
i write to share my dreams
to vent my anger
to please my heart
to use the power of words
to perhaps inspire
motivate
entertain
...
a perfect day
Monday, June 11th 2007
my husband used to saythat a perfect day
consisted of 3 things
a round of golf
a good baseball game,
preferably live
but on TV would do
and
um, well you know
good sex
we've had a few of
those day,
but not many
because all 3 in one day
with schedules and jobs
getting in the way
make those kind of days
very hard to come by
he makes me smile though
because
his needs are so specific
to make a day perfect
but mine,
well mine are not
a perfect ...
the wag
Sunday, June 10th 2007
he wagged his finger at melast night
like a child
in the restaurant
as i took another taste
of his cherry pie
ala mode
with whipped cream too
that made me mad
he should know better
how that makes me feel
like a child
who can't make her own choices
the right choices
didn't he know
that i could have eaten more
but i didn't
because i knew
what i was doing
i glared in his eyes
don't do that, i said
you know i hate that
even a fake scold
is enough ...