WILLLOSEIT's Jul 2007 CalorieKing Blog
a goodbye of a different kind
Wednesday, July 11th 2007
todayi realized
that i dont like
this place any more
i will no longer
post in the forums
and i will keep to myself
i just get this feeling
that no one cares
what i have to say
and well,
that makes me sad
and surprises me
more than i can say
i am not an expert
and dont pretend to be
but i have a perspective
thats smart
and i think funny sometimes
and comes from
years of experience
maybe just not on calorie king
or any other weight loss site
...
ode to a bad day
Tuesday, July 10th 2007
i have to confessand it pains me to say
i am not always happy
and can have a bad day
the kind where everything
just makes you mad
the kind when your husband
is oh so glad
that he can leave
you alone with your angst
and kiss you goodbye
and to the lord give thanks
the wrong side of the bed?
doesnt even begin to describe
the type of day i am having
that i just cant keep inside
my moods they swing
like day into night
so dont ask me to explain
...
monday, monday
Monday, July 9th 2007
yes, here it is another weekto get through
to meet my goals
to challenge myself
to look defeat in the face
and say be gone!!
its another week of expectations
meeting expectations,
or perhaps not
and that will be ok too
because theres always
another week
and thats how i
look at things now
if i fall, i can get up
and i will get up
its another week of heat
and pressure
that i put on myself
to stay the course
to stay on the horse
to keep g...
like caesar, i am victorious
Sunday, July 8th 2007
i came, i saw, i conquerednever have i spoken those words
with such pride and conviction
thumping my chest
standing up to cheer
i survived another challenge
another notch in my belt
i am smiling today
the party
was fun
and everyone
noticed my weight loss
now, i have a long way to go
that i know
and i am not winning
any bathing beauty contests
just yet
but, i looked nice
felt great
i was like my old self
before the last big gain
put me into the ...
Every Once In Awhile
Saturday, July 7th 2007
I am not always angry. I know that many people have had it worse than me. I spent years in therapy dealing with my past and the scars it left on me. For the most part, I have dealt with my demons; but every once in awhileThis is not the childhood that dreams are made of. My mother was cold hearted. My father was volatile. My grandfather was omnipotent. He ruled the extended family with an iron hand and a pocketful of cash for bribes. He hated my father. He always thought my moth...