WILLLOSEIT's Jul 2007 CalorieKing Blog

viva la difference (must be spoken with a french accent!)

Friday, July 6th 2007

no one is like me
and there is no one like you
let us celebrate!


i am not like anyone else
never was
even as a child
i had curly,
and i mean curly hair
still do today
but chemicals
take care of the curls now
as i try to look like everyone else
but really, i don’t
and why should i?

my eyes,
they are very blue
even at my weight
my eyes get noticed
in the operating room
last year
a male nurse commented
“your eyes are gorgeous”
he bellowed lou...

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a day like today

Thursday, July 5th 2007

The air is so thick today
not just for me
but for anyone
who tries
to take a deep breath
of fresh air
they won't find any
not today
not on
a day like today

i went with my contractor
to the stone quarry
ok, not really a quarry
but the stone store
sounds silly
i was sweating bullets
a fish out of water
me in my aqua capris
and sandals
surrounded by
construction workers
hot, sweaty
built to last
wearing tool belts
and work boots
the grime of the...

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the 4th of july

Wednesday, July 4th 2007

it’s cloudy today
the 4th of july, 2007
the birth of our nation
a time
to celebrate
our freedom
our pride
in this country
despite the mess
we are in
i love this place so

when I was a child
4th of july was a fun day
filled with sparklers
flags
fireworks
picnics
watermelon
and parades

at night
the streets
in the neighborhood
lit up
with bottle rockets
and ash cans
exploding
a cacophony
of sound
music to my ears
but still I ran and...

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let them eat rice cakes

Tuesday, July 3rd 2007

i came up with this title
before i had a theme for today
because i liked the way it sounded
and knew inspiration would come my way

so an idea popped into my head
that i think you’ll all understand
it’s something that i have often done
and that’s start things without a plan

leaping without looking
no instruction book for me
i’ll make it through whatever it is
i don’t need help with this, you see

i know everything and will go it alone
i could build a rocket ...

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demons

Monday, July 2nd 2007

we all have them
the demons
that creep into our thoughts
anytime
but especially at night
when every problem
every concern
seems worse than it is
the darkness
illuminating all our fears

demons
the ones that
take confidence
and stomp on it
until there is nothing left
but defeat and anger
and more fear
that you will never
succeed
no matter
how much you try

demons
i have many
they have been with me
since the first time
i tried to lose weight
...

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