WILLLOSEIT's Sep 2007 CalorieKing Blog
good thoughts go far
Saturday, September 29th 2007
thank you all so very much for your kind words yesterday. i am doing fine. life is good and i know it. sometimes you just have to be blue. but your generous hearts were so appreciated and went a long way to lift my spirits.ralph is away and i am alone this weekend. some friends of ours had invited us to go out to a winery on long island. i typically wouldn't go without ralph, but this time i decided it is the best thing for me to be out and about instead of inside and worrying about ...
life is complicated even when it is simple
Friday, September 28th 2007
there areso many
good things in the world
why do i focus
on the bad?
there are
so many
reasons for happiness
why am i feeling
so sad?
i am not in control
of everything
these days
my life complicated
by the simplest
of things
i don't feel confident
the way i should
the way i used to
when i woke up
every day
and there was reason
and potential
along the way
blah
blahs
that's what i hear
when people speak
and tell me
about their l...
as good as it gets
Thursday, September 27th 2007
it's hard to pinpoint where the time goes sometimes. i see i haven't blogged since saturday and honestly i didn't realize it had been that long. i have been doing well ck-wise -- not losing weight, but sticking with the program. emotionally, i have been up and down. actually, i just had a good cry and like the time passing quickly i couldn't even pinpoint one particular reason why. perhaps a culmination of things; not finding a job and having to worry about money; not losing weight as quickly...
keeping the faith
Saturday, September 22nd 2007
as i sit and ponderthe extraordinary power
i have
to make a difference
in my life
i wonder
if i am capable
of seeing
this thing through
as i sit and debate
whether this all matters
and if being thin
is all
it's cracked up to be
i begin to doubt
if it's worth
all the trouble and effort
i am putting into this
as i think about
all the sacrifices
i have made
during the past 5 months
i kind of wish
i didn't have to do it
and sometimes
hop...
our anniversary
Friday, September 21st 2007
5 years ago todayi married the love
of my life
this is a day
of hope
that i never gave up on
of dreams
that i always knew
would come true
of a romance
that happens
only in fairtales
of a love
that will never
fade away
this is a day
of patience
what seemed
a lifetime
of waiting
for special someone
now seems like a blur
as i try to remember
my life
without
this wonderful man
and sometimes
i just can't
he makes me happy
and
we a...
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