WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing blog
Wednesday, Feb 13 2008 - AWOL
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I have not been much of a "Calorie Queen" for several weeks. When I am not doing well, I tend to withdraw. It's the same thing as paying for WW meetings and then not showing up. Instead I don't come to the Calorie King website and get a healthy dose of all you wonderful folks. Speaking of which, "What it is this "Friends" list? Thank you to all my friends who are counting me in on their list...Eventually I will figure out what it is all about.
Meanwhile, thank you to all those who wrote to me since I have been AWOL. I don't mean to worry anyone at all. I just don't like coming here when I am not doing well. I prefer to be inspirational and upbeat rather than need inspiration and support. It's my nature not to reach out. I am stubborn that way. I know we all need shoulders to lean on. I can give good shoulder....I just haven't figured out how to receive yet!!! I think my funny bone is still intact though.
I haven't felt successful (about losing weight) in awhile. I thought I did, but it didn't last very long. I guess I haven't felt successful about a lot of things for a long time.
They say that "it's not what you are eating it is what's eating you" that makes the most difference in our ability to lose weight successfully. I think something has been eating me my whole damn life and I still haven't #$^$^%$% figured it out!! When I do, you will all be the first to know.
So that's what is going on with me. I am here. I am doing OK. I am starting a new business venture which I will write about in the near future. My parents are what they are and I deal with it. Ralph is always supportive and loving (He thinks I don't know what restaurant he is taking me to for our Valentine's Day lunch, but I figured it out!!) I should be a detective!! My life is good and I am grateful I have CK. And like AHHnold says "I'll be BAACK"...soon, very soon. Have a great day.
Meanwhile, thank you to all those who wrote to me since I have been AWOL. I don't mean to worry anyone at all. I just don't like coming here when I am not doing well. I prefer to be inspirational and upbeat rather than need inspiration and support. It's my nature not to reach out. I am stubborn that way. I know we all need shoulders to lean on. I can give good shoulder....I just haven't figured out how to receive yet!!! I think my funny bone is still intact though.
I haven't felt successful (about losing weight) in awhile. I thought I did, but it didn't last very long. I guess I haven't felt successful about a lot of things for a long time.
They say that "it's not what you are eating it is what's eating you" that makes the most difference in our ability to lose weight successfully. I think something has been eating me my whole damn life and I still haven't #$^$^%$% figured it out!! When I do, you will all be the first to know.
So that's what is going on with me. I am here. I am doing OK. I am starting a new business venture which I will write about in the near future. My parents are what they are and I deal with it. Ralph is always supportive and loving (He thinks I don't know what restaurant he is taking me to for our Valentine's Day lunch, but I figured it out!!) I should be a detective!! My life is good and I am grateful I have CK. And like AHHnold says "I'll be BAACK"...soon, very soon. Have a great day.
11 comments so far.
11.
a decade ago
They say that "it's not what you are eating it is what's eating you" that makes the most difference in our ability to lose weight successfully. I think something has been eating me my whole damn life and I still haven't #$^$^%$% figured it out!! When I do, you will all be the first to know.
:beatup: I hope that you do learn to receive because those you are there for would 
:love: to be there for you. We all NEED each other! You are special and a necessary part of this community. We aren't just here for the good. We all have the bad and ugly too! 
:love:
My sentiments exactly!
by MOM22SONZ
10.
a decade ago
Hi Grace,
:wave1:
I know exactly how you feel, but I also know we can start again, one day at a time. Don't beat yourself up, just start again and let the past go. Hope to see you back more, and myself as well!
by TREE
9.
a decade ago
COME OUT, COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE. WE MISSED YOU. HAVE A
:love: DAY WITH RALPH.
by RSW
8.
a decade ago
Hey Grace....I was just getting ready to email you and saw that you had posted today. I should fuss at you for withdrawing but I know that I do exactly the same thing. But you shouldn't try to be like ME!!!
:) Come on back and join us....ain't none of us perfect and you don't have to be either!
by DIMPLEGRIN1
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a decade ago
by FERFER
6.
a decade ago
When something is eating me I usually start eating something. I know it now and work at making better choices but this is really a mental game every step of the way. Good luck with your new business!
by MEYDEE
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a decade ago
by BIGGRAMMA
4.
a decade ago
Dear Grace, thx for checking in. I wish we (me, CK) could be more help. I wish you the best and hope you find your mojo soon! Sue
by MEDIASUE
3.
a decade ago
Grace nice to see you again even if it is briefly
:heart2: Take care of yourself and good luck on your new adventure!!
:thumbu2:
by TEXSKH05
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a decade ago
by BUN201
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a decade ago
by JUSTPATTI