WILLLOSEIT's Oct 2010 CalorieKing Blog
Wednesday, October 27th 2010
Yesterday was a good day.
Today I am preparing for a little luncheon at our house tomorrow. 2 nieces, 1 nephew, 1 Sister-in-Law and one
bambino (my adorable great nephew) are coming over for a visit with my dad. I am keeping the menu simple. I am making 3 quiches (easy ones) and a tossed salad with goat cheese. I'll grill some chicken so I will have a great choice.
I have Election Day overload. It is ugly out there. The rhetoric is so consuming. The mud is being flung lef...
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Tuesday, October 26th 2010
Still feeling a bit lost.
I wonder why this happens to me? I really thought this time around I had conquered the demons and I wasn't going to go off course so readily.
I am not giving up.

I am not going to be defeated.

I am still absolutely determined to succeed.

I just have to find my way back.
Thought: Maybe I need a 3 month "on" and 3 month "off" pattern. I get bored, I think and need a break from all the perfection. Because I am not per...
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Monday, October 25th 2010
I have been feeling a bit lost lately. It doesn't take much to get me off course. I'll be good for 14 hours of my waking day, but that 15th hour becomes a nightmare before I know it. Last night, I gave in to the damn donuts and ate 3 of them. Then came the Skinny Cow Ice Cream sandwiches -- not so skinny when you eat more than one -- and believe me, I ate more than one. Then there was the chocolate. You know the chocolate that I walk past every single day? The chocolate that I HAVE to ha...
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Friday, October 22nd 2010
There are times,
I feel so strong
I can't believe it is me,
Resisting the temptations
Of morsels
Big and small.
Verboten.
The fruit
I can not eat.
But I hold on.
And I am in awe
Of the person I am
At that moment.
Still, no victory for
The Saboteur
There are times,
When I am vulnerable,
Unable to keep
The demons at bay;
Incapable of choices
I know
I need to make.
Irresistible
To the siren's call
Beckoning me
With idiot's delight.
The Sabot...
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Tuesday, October 12th 2010
Had a colonoscopy this morning. All is well, but hate, hate and
really hate the prep. for the procedure. Of course my diet regimen has gone to pot for 48 hours, but I will be back on track tomorrow. I am using "tired" from the anesthesia as an excuse today to eat whatever my little heart desires -- and we have it in the house. I am craving carbs something fierce. I think pancakes and turkey sausage for dinner sounds awfully good. Tomorrow, it is back to the pool for a nice swi...
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