WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing Blog

Easier said than done

Monday, May 19th 2008

Back on target; not quite. Measuring and logging consistently: not yet. Working out everyday; not even close. Wanting the brass ring; absolutely,

Well that about sums up where my head, heart and actions are right now. I treasure the idea of being thinner. It's something I have dreamed about my whole life. Honestly, I can't remember a time where I was satisfied with the way I looked. Even at my thinnest, I was so unsure of myself. Poor self-esteem and a sad body image combined to mak...

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I think I am back

Saturday, May 17th 2008

Hello Everyone,

It's been too long. I have started a fitness program with my chiropractor and I am working my way back to CK. I miss my blog, I need the food diary and I miss all of you. I know I selfishly pulled away from CK. I did what you are not supposed to do when you are feeling like a failure and thinking that your goals are way beyond reach. I retreated to a place where feeling sorry for yourself can only lead to the one comfort we think we can depend upon; food.

And so h...

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as time goes by

Thursday, February 28th 2008

as time goes by, i realize just what you mean to me...

there are so many wonderful people here and i miss you all! to those of you who missed me too :) i am working my way back to a regular routine again. i am not there yet, but i am trying.

my healthy lifestyle has slipped away so easily. it's been months since i have worked out or eaten anywhere remotely within my calorie range. i am afraid (completely and totally afraid) to weigh myself. truthfully, i don't need the scale to t...

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AWOL

Wednesday, February 13th 2008

I have not been much of a "Calorie Queen" for several weeks. When I am not doing well, I tend to withdraw. It's the same thing as paying for WW meetings and then not showing up. Instead I don't come to the Calorie King website and get a healthy dose of all you wonderful folks. Speaking of which, "What it is this "Friends" list? Thank you to all my friends who are counting me in on their list...Eventually I will figure out what it is all about.

Meanwhile, thank you t...

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the night owl

Wednesday, January 30th 2008

my husband is a night person. he works nights and loves to stay up until 4:00 am most nights. most of the year he is able to get up and play golf at 9:00 am with a short nap later in the day. after a few days of that routine, he usually crashes and gets a good 9 to 10 hour sleep.

i was always a night person too, but not like him. i worked days, so eventually i would have to get to sleep in order to wake up at 6:30 am. i used to hate when i would wake up when he climbed into bed; a gentl...

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