WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing Blog
one good day
Tuesday, January 29th 2008
a good day can make all the bad days seem unimportant. i made it through yesterday unscathed; without opening the refrigerator door looking for comfort one too many times. i think i stayed within my calories for the first time in 2 weeks. i didn't work out though. i will soon enough. one challenge at a time. it's not a mole hill i am climbing, but a mountain of self doubt, demotivation and fear that i just will never be healthy again. i have to fight those feelings every day. i know many ...all i can say
Monday, January 28th 2008
i am working on getting my life back together. sadly, the first thing that falls to the wayside when i am struggling is my diet. it's a monday and i am starting again. the problem is there are too many mondays to count. the good news is i am trying again. the only promise i will make is to give this a good attempt.my dad became sick last week with a urinary infection. those infections can knock a senior citizen down very quickly. he was weak and out of it for several days. i am the &...
happy birthday dad!
Thursday, January 17th 2008
i am taking dinoto the casino
to let him have some fun
for today we
celebrate 86 years
of life and loving one
happy birthday daddy....
to all the friends
Wednesday, January 16th 2008
lost in the hazeof a deep grey sky
i found myself wondering
how and why
i carry a burden
that's unique to me
i face some challenges
that are mine only
like the snowflakes
tumbling to the ground
no two alike
have ever been found
for the paths we walk
are but for one
and ours to stumble
when the day is done
but when we stumble
and this is the key
there is always someone
on bended knee
to lift us up
and lend a hand
to share their strength
...
hello destiny
Tuesday, January 15th 2008
taking controlof my destiny
i look to the future
with renewed energy
wanting to be
the one to say
i give up
or just do it my way
i am the one
who has to choose
how strong i'll be
how much i'll lose
it's my decision
to stay the plan
to make good choices
to believe i can
no one else
holds the key
to my success
and where i'll be
tomorrow or the next day
they're mine to hold
to grab the brass ring
to bring home the gold
i am worth
...