WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing Blog
tolerance
Tuesday, June 5th 2007
i can not relateto thin people
who just want to be thinner
healthy people
who become unhealthy
because they think they are fat
i can not tolerate a size 8
wanting to be a size 4
insanity
obsessive
vain
do i look fat
they ask
as if i could possibly
think they do
wearing my size 22
just wanting to be a size 14
i pray for them
but i don't have time
to think they have a problem
when they don't
shame
on me
and on them
what must they think...
Moving
Monday, June 4th 2007
we are always movingmoving up
moving out
moving on
moving over
i need more moving
not the kind that involves boxes
or graduations
or making room
the kind of moving that
leaves old habits behind
gets the heart pumping
changes lives
that kind of moving
is hard to do
consistently
perpetually
whole-heartedly
at least it is for me
one day i think
i have it licked
the next day the demons are back
moving in
trying to take control
undoing all...
Food Shows
Sunday, June 3rd 2007
ok, i admit iti love food shows
i live vicariously
through ina, giada
rachael ray too
emeril makes me smile
there goes another bam
daisy loves to cook
alton wants to know
whats inside
tyler calls 911
michael hosts another party
paulas down home
cooking up a storm
thank goodness
watching doesnt add pounds
imagining the tastes
guilt-free calories
no calories
mmmm, sure looks good
yes, i love food shows
ah, but I love food too
and i ...
Listening to the music
Saturday, June 2nd 2007
went to a concert last nightsounds from the 60s
and 70s
jesse colin young
come on people now
smile on your brother
everbody get together
try to love one another now
the anthem of the 60s
the meaning still
in 2007
haunting,
everyone looked older
everyone was older
than me
but still we rocked
music makes me happy
all kinds
sometimes tears too
but they are good tears
food makes me happy too
all kinds
sometimes tears too
but they are not...
i know how neil armstrong must have felt
Friday, June 1st 2007
small stepsevery day we take them
eat a little less
walk a little more
feel just a little better
just a little
losing slowly takes it toll
our minds want fast
our world is fast
instant gratification
but does it really satisfy?
i have lost 100s
in my life time
and weigh more than ever
more than ever?
How can that be?
small steps
knowing the right direction
is in front of me
knowing it is my turn
to succeed
a giant leap
believing in myself...