WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing Blog
random thoughts of rediscovery
Friday, June 18th 2010
ok, so after waffling for a year and struggling even more than usual, I am back to a weight loss regimen. I have decided to follow the south beach diet again. i had some success with the program back in 2003. right now, i have to concentrate on lowering carbohydrates and sugar. i feel that south beach is a workable program with a philosophy about dieting that meets my current needs. i had a good first day so we will see what today brings.as usual my life has been tumultuous for awhile...
holding my own
Wednesday, May 13th 2009
let me preface today's blog with the following statement:this is not a complaint. i love my dad and loved my mom. i do (and did) what i have to do willing and with love. but a vent every now and then is healthy and good for the soul. so today, i vent.
you haven't lived until you have changed your mom's diaper or cleaned your dad's dentures. in a strange way it is one of life's treasures to feed your parent, help them out of bed, clean them up and get them dressed. but today i a...
food, glorious food
Tuesday, May 12th 2009
the last thingi want to be doing
is watching
every little bit of food
that i eat
or even think about eating!
it consumes me some days
but i have to do it
or
i will consume it
whatever it may be
some foods
don't have to fret
there isn't a brussel sprout
in the world
that can tempt me
and don't worry, curry
you are saved for the day
um, well forever
because you are not
a devil (or delight)
to me
i can walk by spam
(i am not a fan)
and bl...
it MAY not have been good yesterday
Monday, May 11th 2009
there is a great big cakemissing 2 slices;
2 big slices!
no one came looking for them,
and
no one will miss them.
but just in case,
oh i know where they are...
there is a box of flying saucers;
ice cream sandwiches
to all those who don't know
the carvel ice cream chain.
it's missing 2,
but it could have easily been 3
but i used restraint;
after all
i had to leave 1 in the box
there is a box of cashews;
half- eaten.
at least they were unsalted!
o...
A day without a mom
Sunday, May 10th 2009
this is my first mother's daywithout a mom.
it feels more awkward than sad,
but still it is sad.
since i am not a mom,
i have nothing to celebrate today.
i didn't have anyone to buy a card for
or send flowers to.
i didn't have anyone to call
without bursting into tears
because they would know
exactly how i felt,
and i didn't want to make anyone sad today
especially the moms i know.
the sun is shining and it is a glorious day
on paper
because i am no...