WILLLOSEIT's Oct 2007 CalorieKing Blog

$3,428.96

Wednesday, October 10th 2007

mary chapin carpenter sings "i feel lucky." that could have easily been my theme song for yesterday. at approximately 6:15 pm last night, right before my dad and i were about to pack it in after a day at the casino, i hit a progressive jackpot of $3,428.96 on a nickel slot machine (of all things!!)

i never really played slot machines before, opting always for the video poker machines which supposedly have the best odds for winning. but at the empire state casino i would say 8...

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living in a town called normal

Tuesday, October 9th 2007

we are trying to catch up with life after a hectic weekend of tears and happiness. i needed 2 days to recover mainly because my left ankle was killing me. i broke my ankle about 14 years ago and it has given me trouble ever since. it was a very bad break that required 2 surgeries, 3 months in a cast and 6 months of physical therapy. it has never been the same. it swells all the time, especially when it's hot and humid. and as i have gotten older it gets more stiff and painful, especially w...

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busy being aunt grace today

Friday, October 5th 2007

well my niece's wedding weekend is upon us. i am writing this entry at 1:23 am because today is going to be a busy day. i have my hair appointment (and another one tomorrow) at 10:30 am, followed by manicure and pedicure at 12:00 pm. then i have to do a little grocery shopping (i know i should have done that today) and pick up a few things at the cleaners. my dress for the wedding for one thing and a special gift which i will tell you about shortly. hopefully i will be home by 3:30 pm just e...

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a wedding day

Thursday, October 4th 2007

my niece
is getting married
this weekend
and i am happy
for her
but i could be happier
my parents
won't be there
it's too hard
for my dad
and my mom
she's barely aware
so it makes
me sad
that they are missing
this day
like so many others

my niece
she doesn't
show warmth
towards my mom
and dad
and that makes me sad too
her closeness
reserved for her
maternal grandparents
most of her life
wonderful people
but still
there should have bee...

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find the good

Tuesday, October 2nd 2007

find the good
in all we do
and all we have
to offer
our friends
and family
and the people
whose paths
we cross
on any given day

find the silver lining
in the darkest clouds
in the saddest moments
that life
throws our way
for that is living
and we can't
have one
without the other

find the faith
in the slimmest of hopes
in the growing doubts
we let bring us down
sometimes
but we mustn't
because there is
always a tomorrow
always

dr...

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