WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing Blog
you know that feeling?
Sunday, June 15th 2008
a lottery ticketbefore the numbers are picked
the wedding day
before you walk down the aisle
the job interview
before the questions are asked
all things are possible
at these moments
we are hopeful
we have a chance to win
we have a chance at happiness
we have a chance for the job
all things are positive
we believe we will win
we know we will be happy
we are sure we'll get the job
i want to capture that energy
and harvest the feeling,
into unbridle...
a sign of the times
Thursday, June 5th 2008
i feel old nowevery bone aches
every step i take seems labored
i look in the mirror
and see a vision
not of splendor
puffy eyes
swollen ankles
tight fitting clothes
a waist long gone
curvy, no longer
just a body
too big for
the legs it stands on
i fear death
more than ever now
my heart,
should not beat
as it does
rapidly,
irregularly
every pound gained
punishing
every calorie overeaten
attacking
every walk not taken
a requiem
to the ...
unconditional love
Wednesday, June 4th 2008
my husband gives meunconditional love
despite every bad mood,
negative comment and
irrational complaint
i throw his way
he hugs me when i am sad
he listens when i am mad
he smiles when
i don't make much sense
sigh,
he has to do that a lot
these days
where's my own
unconditional love, though
for myself
when i need it the most
i see defeat
instead of challenge
i see failure
instead of try again
i fear the future
instead of
learning from the pas...
and the beat goes on
Friday, May 30th 2008
trying to lose weight. it's the struggle i have had my entire life. sometimes i feel like i am stuck in a revolving door. i can't get out and i don't get anywhere.i am not expecting to instantly lose what i have to lose. i just don't want to wind up right where i am again the same time next year. where is that crystal ball when you need it?
i don't mean to be negative, but i am just trying to work through all my weight issues and writing always helps. i don't do enough of it ...
Weekends
Tuesday, May 20th 2008
Weekends are the toughest for us all. Usually that's when we tend to do our most socializing and the greatest damage to our weight loss efforts. My weekends are no exception.This past weekend started out well and went downhill from there. As some of you know, my husband and I love to find new little restaurants. I constantly read restaurant reviews and "best of" listings always looking for some place new and different to try. On Friday evening, we ventured to the Bronx to ...