WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing Blog
Rambles of a Lost Dieter.
Tuesday, October 26th 2010
Still feeling a bit lost.
I wonder why this happens to me? I really thought this time around I had conquered the demons and I wasn't going to go off course so readily.
I am not giving up.
I am not going to be defeated.
I am still absolutely determined to succeed.
I just have to find my way back.
Thought: Maybe I need a 3 month "on" and 3 month "off" pattern. I get bored, I think and need a break from all the perfection. Because I am not per...
The Drunken Haze of a Sugar High
Monday, October 25th 2010
I have been feeling a bit lost lately. It doesn't take much to get me off course. I'll be good for 14 hours of my waking day, but that 15th hour becomes a nightmare before I know it. Last night, I gave in to the damn donuts and ate 3 of them. Then came the Skinny Cow Ice Cream sandwiches -- not so skinny when you eat more than one -- and believe me, I ate more than one. Then there was the chocolate. You know the chocolate that I walk past every single day? The chocolate that I HAVE to ha...The Saboteur
Friday, October 22nd 2010
There are times,I feel so strong
I can't believe it is me,
Resisting the temptations
Of morsels
Big and small.
Verboten.
The fruit
I can not eat.
But I hold on.
And I am in awe
Of the person I am
At that moment.
Still, no victory for
The Saboteur
There are times,
When I am vulnerable,
Unable to keep
The demons at bay;
Incapable of choices
I know
I need to make.
Irresistible
To the siren's call
Beckoning me
With idiot's delight.
The Sabot...
A Necessary Evil
Tuesday, October 12th 2010
Had a colonoscopy this morning. All is well, but hate, hate and really hate the prep. for the procedure. Of course my diet regimen has gone to pot for 48 hours, but I will be back on track tomorrow. I am using "tired" from the anesthesia as an excuse today to eat whatever my little heart desires -- and we have it in the house. I am craving carbs something fierce. I think pancakes and turkey sausage for dinner sounds awfully good. Tomorrow, it is back to the pool for a nice swi...Focus
Saturday, October 9th 2010
I am having a difficult time focusing the past few days. I don't know why, really. My weight loss has slowed down and that has me a bit frustrated. But, then I did my measurements and I lost 3 inches in my waist since August.
I guess the swimming is helping me there. But onward we go.I start every morning completely dedicated to sticking with my program. I do well for 80% of the day. But then the sun sets and the sugar cravings begin.
My new strategy includes going upstairs and st...