WILLLOSEIT's CalorieKing Blog
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Thursday, September 27th 2007
it's hard to pinpoint where the time goes sometimes. i see i haven't blogged since saturday and honestly i didn't realize it had been that long. i have been doing well ck-wise -- not losing weight, but sticking with the program. emotionally, i have been up and down. actually, i just had a good cry and like the time passing quickly i couldn't even pinpoint one particular reason why. perhaps a culmination of things; not finding a job and having to worry about money; not losing weight as quickly...
keeping the faith
Saturday, September 22nd 2007
as i sit and ponderthe extraordinary power
i have
to make a difference
in my life
i wonder
if i am capable
of seeing
this thing through
as i sit and debate
whether this all matters
and if being thin
is all
it's cracked up to be
i begin to doubt
if it's worth
all the trouble and effort
i am putting into this
as i think about
all the sacrifices
i have made
during the past 5 months
i kind of wish
i didn't have to do it
and sometimes
hop...
our anniversary
Friday, September 21st 2007
5 years ago todayi married the love
of my life
this is a day
of hope
that i never gave up on
of dreams
that i always knew
would come true
of a romance
that happens
only in fairtales
of a love
that will never
fade away
this is a day
of patience
what seemed
a lifetime
of waiting
for special someone
now seems like a blur
as i try to remember
my life
without
this wonderful man
and sometimes
i just can't
he makes me happy
and
we a...
the truth we live with
Thursday, September 20th 2007
somedaysare easier
than others
not rocket science,
just a fact of life
we start every day
with high hopes
and anticipation
and expectation
that this day
will be a good day
full of happiness
and laughter
and love
nothing can
get in your way
no not today
but then
things happen
you run late
you feel stressed
by the things you do
and the things
you can't get to do
and the people
who stand in your way
because they
have their own worries
...
c'est la vie
Monday, September 17th 2007
my parents 60th annversary dinner was a wonderful event for our family. there were moments of great laughter as we watched vintage films of my now 59 year old brother running scared from a deer at 4 years old. i had asked my aunt to bring the video of some of the old 8mm films we had from our childhood. one of my cousins had them converted to video back in the 80s. none of my nieces and nephews had ever seen these and as for me and my siblings, it had been at least 25 years since any of us loo...