LYNNABEL's Jan 2005 CalorieKing Blog

Thursday, January 20th 2005

I was in Access training all day today, so I was able to spend some time on the CK forums but didn't want to journal because the person behind me could read everything on my screen. It was a good class, and I have one more day tomorrow. I think this little bit of knowledge will help me be and feel more proactive and organized at work.

I worked out intensley after class and am seeing progress with the weights I'm using.

My board meeting went well last night - one of my hallmark traits i...

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Wednesday, January 19th 2005

Today has been much better. Now that I know to watch for the anxiety surges in the morning, I hope I'll be able to manage them more effectively.

This morning when I got out of bed, I had to remove Ripple from spooning S! It was too cute. She had her paws literally around his neck and was snuggled up tight as can be against him. I really like our brief time together in the morning - its the one time that Ripple is alone with me. We have been going to the park for her to run faithfully every ...

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Tuesday, January 18th 2005

So much anxiety. I've noticed that it is this way in the mornings for me at work. It seems like everything is so chaotic. I love this company, which is funny since I hate a lot of the decisions made or not made. It makes me so anxious. I'm feeling angry that People (who do I mean? Everyone?) get to (why do I use that phrase?) slack off and/or assume I have time to deal with their issues. Why does that make me angry? Do I feel undervalued? I don't think I am undervalued. Why do I get angry about ...

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Monday, January 17th 2005

So much anxiety today, being back at work. I'd like to see if I can figure out why.

1. I have a coworker who spend the whole weekend on a project deemed suddenly urgent by an executive who failed to tell her that a whole product line is being discontinued. Which means that the project documents are worthless.

I can't stand how incompetent people rise to executive levels. I despise that.

Whoooooo. Deep breaths.

2. I was also getting a distinct feeling of disapproval from m...

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Sunday, January 16th 2005

I got home about 10am yesterday and since I hadn't been feeling super energetic or frankly, healthy, I didn't do anything yesterday except take a 3 hour nap, join the neighbor for a glass of wine, and go out to dinner with S. It was a nice day.

On Friday I really realized how much this time away was not what I was wanting it to be - becvause I was looking for something that never really existed anyway - I have this image in my head/heart of the way I felt before S moved it - when I could be...

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