LYNNABEL's Apr 2005 CalorieKing Blog
I just got back from Target, buying part of S's birthday present. He is very hard to shop for. He needs nothing and is very non-materialistic so there isn't much I can spoil him with.
We've been NOT communicating lately - the last two days or so. I do not know what is wrong on his end. I don't think anything is wrong on my end. I am a bit puzzled that he has been spending some money on things we don't need in light of the baby coming - he got a big fish aqarium and some fish, and a big case...
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I finally weighed myself on Sunday morning - up 5 pounds. Not too bad, considering how much starch I've been eating. I definitely have a pouch - my book says it could be baby or fat or and bloating. That's nice. I'd much rather think of it as baby. Had an okay weekend. I actually felt good for 6 hours straight on Saturday. That was lovely.
We went to church on Sunday, which was wonderful, as usual. The pastor is truly gifted - he can speak on so many different subjects with such compassion ...
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I felt much better this morning but am pretty nauseous now. I dont mind the nausea later in the day for some reason its the starting the day out badly that bothers me.
I stayed home from work yesterday. I had a very interesting conversation/situation with S that made me very jealous at first and then very intrigued and ultimately happy. I cant really write about it out of courtesy to his privacy, but he surprised me. Which I like. As long as it turned out the way it did. Anyway, we...
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I am in such a strange place right now - so full of highs and lows. And so. very. unmotivated. Unmotivated to work out, to clean, to organize, to plan. I keep telling myself - wait until you aren't sick - wait until you feel better. But - I got an email from Missy who is close to 30 weeks and is still sick. So, I need to realize I may not feel better and that continuing to put things off won't help at all if I don't feel better. I need to just do things.
I came home last night and cried for...
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Mondays are rough, emotionally, at work. I need to remember that. I had forgotten.
In an effort to achieve some balance I find I need to offset what I am morose about with what I am happy about. So - happy. I had a WONDERFUL time in Columbus and so pleased to be able to SEE these women who have become so important to me. I felt nearly instantly comfortable and laughed as I haven't in a while. I am very thankful for their support and friendship and soul-kinship. That's a big happy.
S di...
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