LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Could I be any puffier? I don't think so.
Until 2pm, today went swiftly. Now its dragging. I'm going to the gym after work and then it sounds like S wants to get dinner out somewhere. I am so glad its Friday.
I sent a message to my old work friends from DCI and hope to hear from them soon for a happy hour. I miss them. They were the smartest, funniest coworkers I've ever had.
I got my period today - it sort of snuck up on me. In fact, I had to leave the gym early. And while I was nearly positive that I wouldn't get pregnant this first month, I must have been hoping to despite that, because I am dispointed. I hope that now that the first month is out of the way, I can just let it be and let nature take over. Its just too long of a period of time between periods - I imagine if you are trying and trying and trying to get pregnant, each month when you get your period, yo...
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Phew time to breath today.
In the past 5 days or so, I have had to release my shoulders from being hunched up around my ears. I think it started because of the cold, but then became stress related. They ache from being hunched up to the point where it feels uncomfortable to un-hunch them. I would love long, deep massage.
Im not going to work out tonight. Im tired and I feel so rushed in the evenings during the week that I want to take a night off. I will have worked out 5 times ...
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I have been so busy at work the last two days. Yesterday I was wiped out - intellectually and emotionally. Today, it was a more energizing type of busy-ness.
While at the gym today, I saw an older man who gave me this feeling...since I can remember, some people give me a feeling when I see them - my heart hurts and my throat aches and my breathe catches and I am overwhelmed with bittersweetness. I feel this when I see people I think maybe have been made fun of, or ridiculed, or the victim o...
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I have so much to journal-think about it. The sermon at church today. I am so thankful to have found this church - the sermons and services seem made especially for me and my questionings and thoughts and heartaches and joys. And I love, love, love, that I feel at home in this group of people who have similar beliefs about what is good and right in society and actually work to make good things happen. A small example - there is an anti-racism group that meets every week - they do trainings and t...
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