LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Monday, January 17th 2005
So much anxiety today, being back at work. I'd like to see if I can figure out why.1. I have a coworker who spend the whole weekend on a project deemed suddenly urgent by an executive who failed to tell her that a whole product line is being discontinued. Which means that the project documents are worthless.
I can't stand how incompetent people rise to executive levels. I despise that.
Whoooooo. Deep breaths.
2. I was also getting a distinct feeling of disapproval from m...
Sunday, January 16th 2005
I got home about 10am yesterday and since I hadn't been feeling super energetic or frankly, healthy, I didn't do anything yesterday except take a 3 hour nap, join the neighbor for a glass of wine, and go out to dinner with S. It was a nice day.On Friday I really realized how much this time away was not what I was wanting it to be - becvause I was looking for something that never really existed anyway - I have this image in my head/heart of the way I felt before S moved it - when I could be...
Wednesday, January 12th 2005
I am very excited today I start my me-vacation. Im going to go to the library after work and then to the hotel and then Ill be so private and alone and Ill read, read, read and veg out and watch movies and get room service. I cant wait.I dont know if Ill find a library or not while Im gone to check email and log food. Maybe. Well see.
I wish I had a lap top because it would be a good time to write, but I do enough of that as is, probably. Its funny how I cant ...
Monday, January 10th 2005
I didn't have time to journal today and I'm so wiped out right now that I don't think I'll write much. I don't know why I'm so drained - work was busy but not awful. Working out was no harder than usual. Strange.Poor S won't really be able to start working until the end of January. Real estate is strange - its so not like a 8-5 job. He is antsy and ready to get going but he can't do too much right now. I am a bit worried about financies, but he has assured me repeatedly that he will let m...
Sunday, January 9th 2005
I am getting so excited for my me-vacation this week. I can't wait.We skipped church today, and went to the gym instead. I swam 1500 meters and was utterly wiped out by it. In a good, way, though. I feel relaxed and full, after Steve's lovely omelette and potatoes. Just putzing and waiting for the Packer game to start.
No earth shattering developments in the past 24 hours - just a loving (and sexy!) home and warm, good thoughts. Which I'm very thankful for.
I need to figure out w...