LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Monday, June 14th 2004
The first day back at work has been relatively painless. Usually I find tons of problems to address when returning to work. Perahps they just haven't been brought to my attention yet.I'm still sore. Especially on my sides. I can't wait to feel normal again. I love my smaller, daintier breasts, and it absolutely was the right thing to do, but I am tired of being sore.
This will be a short update to start, but I will hopefully elaborate further later on this evening.
Am finally bac...
Thursday, June 10th 2004
Okay. Its 7:30pm-ish and I can take 30 minutes to journal. I think I need to.Today was an event-ful day. I slept in, which felt wonderful. But earlier, S woke me up to well, you know. Its been along time for both of us, but I still felt as if this event was more for him than me, considering my condition. I am a non traditional feminist in that I usually have no problem being generous with my body even when Im not necessarily in the mood - but I didnt like this morning. Especially sinc...
Wednesday, June 9th 2004
Its hard not update your journal with the new page the way it is. Great improvement. However, I am updating simply to update and not because I feel a great desire to journal, which is not the way I want things to be.Have I mentioned I'm loving this week off work?!
I'm going to find a recipe for a apple pie or cobbler and for chili and make those things today. Its rainy here, but a good, glad-to-be-inside rainy day. I love it!
Guesss what?! I got a voicemail from AB yesterday. Ca...
Tuesday, June 8th 2004
I haven't journaled since before the surgery - so this feels a bit rusty. I actually decided to interrupt a movie (Lord of the Rings - Shawn gave me the DVD to watch) to jot a quick note in here. If I've learned anything, its that I need to stop the eating monster in its tracks.I had decided that I would "start again" today - after all, I gave myself the 5 days of recovery to not worry about food and except for a few days I did just fine. But I'm having lots of "start tomorr...
Monday, May 31st 2004
Before I write about today, I wanted to record that yesterday, I turned to S for comfort, and it gasp helped. Im so conscious of not wanting to be a downer that I often dont share my downs. Which I do feel are excessive. Im glad I did.I decided to come into work today since Ill be off part of this week and all of next week. I slept in, which I felt guilty about, but I did work out once I got up, and although I wasnt enthusiastic about it before and during, I felt great ...