LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Saturday, April 24th 2004
Today started out nicely beautiful weather , sun shining, and making love (twice!) after waking up. Its evening now and dreary, unfortunately. Its supposed to be rainy the rest of the weekend, which is too bad with Ss brother coming into town tomorrow. Ive spent the day cleaning and putsing. I went shopping and got a pretty blue chenille throw for the blue room bed. I did about 800 loads of laundry to get the cat hair off everything. I hope D isnt allergic to cats.Speaking of,...
Sunday, April 18th 2004
I have had a great weekend over all. It didnt look like it would go that direction. Friday didnt start out very well at. Beginning with getting my car, steadily over the course of my drive in to work, I became irate. Incoherently angry. Furious and livid. Everything seems directed at frustrating me, personally. Other drivers, the status shock from the vehicle. A page from another PC. This is what I wrote in the CK Mental Health and Well Being forum:I am SO angry today. I'm furious. I'...
Tuesday, March 23rd 2004
March 23, 2004I need to start tracking the days I feel so low its a strange feeling. Its a state of mind that seems totally excessive when Im in what I would call my right mind. Its a state of mind that is totally global in thinking its not whatever incident is at the root of the feeling, but my whole life. One thing I started thinking about yesterday when I was going through this was my level of anger. I am very angry, I think. I nearly bit the cashiers head off at Wal...
Thursday, March 18th 2004
March 18thI tend to turn to journaling when I am feeling badly, so I'd like to start writing at other times - when I feel good, when I feel so-so. I'd like more insight into myself. Maybe this is the way to do it. These are things I'd like to think/write about: my recent revelations about what happened when I got divorced; the loss of friendships; carrer concerns; and self worth and self esteem and confidence as it relates to all of those areas. Is it too much to try to organize your insig...
Wednesday, March 17th 2004
March 16, 2004Ive been thinking about careers today and how lost I feel career-wise. I couldnt believe how full of despair (!) I felt after our regional meeting today. I was listening to S talk about developing a new product providing respite for kids with autism. All I could think was, Why in Gods name do the PCs have to develop new company products? Were already the company work horses. I dont know why it makes me so frustrated maybe because there is no possibil...
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