LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Monday, January 23rd 2006
I feel like a cloud has lifted off of me.Oops - Will calls. More later.
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Courtney requests more detail.
Of course, the main reason I feel lighter, more clear, more ME, is the medication - but I hope it will be a feeling that builds on itself as I can approach and accomplish more and more things with a more solid ground under my feet. (How many more "mores" can I work in there?)
I need to go to bed now so Will can wake me up 3 times before 6am - or, better...
Sunday, January 22nd 2006
Great workout today - on my brandnew, club length step! CK says I burned 375 cals, which is a bit high in my estimation, but it got me sweating.Went shopping today - I actually handled it pretty well. I bought lots of pants and shirts in size 12, which is pretty awful for me, but it will make returning to work a bit easier (ie I won't wear the same 4 things for months). I also convinced myself that if I get pregnant again, I'll need them again on the way back down. So.
Steve and I ha...
Saturday, January 21st 2006
Checkin today. No loss. Again. Sigh. Slight variations up and down in measurements so no major progress there either.Keep on keeping on.
I'm going to take a nap.
I love my husband.
Wednesday, January 18th 2006
I don't want to journal. Isn't that strange? So, I won't. I guess. Maybe a little.Am hoping very fiercely that:
*My medication helps - I keep realizing that I've been worse than I thought I was;
*I learn to focus outwards when appropriate (I have it absolutely backwards - I'm focused outwards when I shouldn't be and inwards when I should be looking outside - trust me on this, I know)
*My weight loss plateau breaks; my body begins to heal from the stress/fatigue of the last ...
Sunday, January 15th 2006
I got back from Chicago about 1.5 hours ago. Will is beside me, eating, and getting ready to sleep. I've been snuggling him as much as he'll let me. I can't believe how different he looks in just a few days. His eyes and hands seem huge to me. I've gotten several smiles out of him, which releives me, for some reason. Because it means he forgives me for being gone?This morning I could tell I'm on a "down slope" - a dip - so I'm very thankful I have an appointment tomorrow with my ...