LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Thursday, August 25th 2005
This week has been very disruptive - turmoil at work, S wanting to move practically next week, dinner guests on Tuesday, didn't get home from work until about 7:45 last night, and we have a concert tonight. Then Friday, then Steph comes. I should be very happy about most of this, but I sobbed and sobbed last night - racking sobs that S could hear over the high-volume white noise fan we use. Don't groan - I do remember my resolve not to overanalyze these crying episodes. I just feel off. Just pla...Tuesday, August 23rd 2005
I can write for about 5 minutes before work.My world has totally shifted in the last 24 hours. My supervisor resigned, I was offered his position (but better) but I'd have to stay full time to accept it and I want to go part time after the baby is born. Then, as I'm talking about this with S, he begins to make it apparent that he wants to move sooner rather than later. Further north to be closer to where his real estate company is based. And sooner as in months rather than years. Wow.
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Wednesday, August 17th 2005
Five minutes to journal. Ripple and I went for our walk - it rained last night so it was bit muggy this morning, and I feel like I worked for our walk. The sunrise was lovely.I didn't feel well yesterday - I don't know how to describe it. Sort of as if my belly were weighing on me and as if something wasn't right inside. Lack of sleep can do that to a person - to me, specifically. I feel asleep at 8, woke up at 10, went back to bed at midnight and slept until 5:30 when I woke up to Ripple...