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Tuesday, April 26th 2005

I worked out yesterday! I'm so vastly impressed with myself. :) S and I went after dinner. It was nice. I actually felt pretty horrible afterwards, but that's what I get for a) not doing it in a while and b) being pregnant and have no internal temperature control right now. I always have to ask if its hot or if its me. 9/10 its me.

We (S and I) have been very attached to each other lately - more so than usual. He kept saying how much he missed me when he spent the night at his friend's this ...

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Sunday, April 24th 2005

It is Sunday morning. I can't decide if I want to go to church or not. I probably would really enjoy it especially after this past week - a place of love and tolerance and questioning is always so fulfilling after a week of shoulds and absolutes. I had to laugh when the new Pope talked about how evil "relativism" is because I AM relativism. I am the definition of the word. And I think the world is just too complex and beautiful and frightening and rich to be either black or white as I'...

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Friday, April 22nd 2005

I can take five minutes to journal before driving to work. I've been wanting to journal since yesterday, but work got busy and I just turn into a turnip when I get home so I didn't.

I could feel the waves of emotion yesterday after my lunch meeting with my CWFH. And oddly enough, I don't think she had anything to do with the way I felt. We were able to talk a bit honestly and it seems, if she is being truthful, that I misread her intentions completely. Like drastically. Part of the blame fo...

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Monday, April 18th 2005

Just a quick update since I need to get some things done before bed.

Steve and I heard the baby's heart beat today - it was so incredible. I could've listened for hours. In fact, I considered stealing the device the doctor used. :) Little walnut moved around. He/she was very low - lower than I pictured. So, the possible "showing" is really fat after all. Oh well. My friend Missy calls it the fat stage - when you don't look pregnant, you just look like you've lost your waist. I flip...

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Sunday, April 17th 2005

S is away for the afternoon and evening again! Do you think he read my journal? I just woke up from an extremely deep-sleep nap. The type that takes nearly as long to recover from as the nap itself took. I had very real, real-time dreams - I was dreaming about taking a nap and S's drive to his friend's house. About the neighbor using the chain saw in the backyeard. It was very strange. Very sexual too. When I am hot, I am hot since getting pregnant, and when I am not, I am NOT. I could have stay...

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