LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Saturday, April 16th 2005
I don't think that even after three years of counting calories I can estimate the damage done yesterday. It was the first time I can remember that I ate because of how I was feeling. I was so frustrated with my CWFH that I ate far, far more than I was hungry for. And I can feel that today.Its so fascinating and frustrating that we/I punish ourselves for what someone has done. For the way somoene else has caused us to feel. I kept thinking, "I bet that Four Agreements book has some ins...
Friday, April 15th 2005
What an incredibly unpleasant day.1. My co-worker from hell (CWFH) is in rare form.
2. I saw a mouse this morning while pouring my coffee. Effective cats I have, huh?
3. I am FAT. And not pretty, pregnant fat, but FAT. And I'm doing nothing about that. Obviously I can't and don't want to lose weight while pregnant, but I could exercise. Novel idea, huh? I never resolve things and I resolve that I will start working out on Monday again. My clothes don't fit. It never ceases to...
Tuesday, April 12th 2005
I just got back from Target, buying part of S's birthday present. He is very hard to shop for. He needs nothing and is very non-materialistic so there isn't much I can spoil him with.We've been NOT communicating lately - the last two days or so. I do not know what is wrong on his end. I don't think anything is wrong on my end. I am a bit puzzled that he has been spending some money on things we don't need in light of the baby coming - he got a big fish aqarium and some fish, and a big case...
Monday, April 11th 2005
I finally weighed myself on Sunday morning - up 5 pounds. Not too bad, considering how much starch I've been eating. I definitely have a pouch - my book says it could be baby or fat or and bloating. That's nice. I'd much rather think of it as baby. Had an okay weekend. I actually felt good for 6 hours straight on Saturday. That was lovely.We went to church on Sunday, which was wonderful, as usual. The pastor is truly gifted - he can speak on so many different subjects with such compassion ...
Thursday, April 7th 2005
I felt much better this morning but am pretty nauseous now. I dont mind the nausea later in the day for some reason its the starting the day out badly that bothers me.I stayed home from work yesterday. I had a very interesting conversation/situation with S that made me very jealous at first and then very intrigued and ultimately happy. I cant really write about it out of courtesy to his privacy, but he surprised me. Which I like. As long as it turned out the way it did. Anyway, we...