LYNNABEL's Jan 2005 CalorieKing Blog
I have a strange, fluttery feeling in my stomach, as if something big is going to happen. This feeling is very disconcerting because usually nothing big happens but to hear my stomach the world is falling off its axis.
Ive been so happy the past few days or so. I love it. Im not acknowledging the thought that it will end soon Im just going to enjoy being so happy. And perhaps I can resist analyzing it
maybe not. Ill try.
Gosh, what is happening in the cosmos that woul...
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I had another eyeliner orgasm dream last night. What is with the eyeliner?

I lean forward into my mirror to put on eyeliner, and...there I go! Mmmm. What a wonderful way to wake up.
No major dramas today, or yesterday, for that matter. Yesterday morning I took Ripple out first thing around 6:20am and the moon was just beautiful - a perfect 1/2 moon, with a ring around it that looked like a very faint rainbow. So pretty.
I am so looking forward to my personal vacation - I'm very exc...
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Checked in today and I didn't lose anything - 135 again. I was upset for a bit and then slowly I started to accept it, noting two things - first, I had 4 days of 2000 cal plus eating on Thursday - Sunday, with Monday through Friday being 1200 - so, most likely I just ofset the damage done around Christmas. Secondly, I have my period and I'm very puffy so I assume I'm retain at least some water.
Onwards. I am going to try to do one more week of 1200 and then return to 1300. I think. The prob...
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