LYNNABEL's CalorieKing blog
Friday, Mar 11 2005
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Today is the end of Week 6. I feel I should begin tracking this more systematically but I just feel so rotten, part of me wants to just go to sleep and wake up in 4 weeks to see if its any better. I just got an email from a high school friend who said week 8 through 14 was really bad for her. I never procrastinate as much as I am right now - I am saying to myself 100 times a day, "I'll do XYZ when I feel better." I dont' think its real to me yet, even given how I feel. I don't have a sense of the baby. I mean, an emotional sense of the baby. Perhaps that comes later. In fact, I feel very that I am being very ungrateful and whiny. I just can't focus on the mystery or miracle of this yet. I just can't. Mom said I would probably feel like I was going through adolescence again.
Ugh. I need to leave work, I think.
Ugh. I need to leave work, I think.
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