I am so in love with my husband.

This weekend he shared something very private and very personal with me that showed me how much he trusts and loves me.

No baby could ask for a better father.

We went to the Anderson's for a barbeque last night and we had a great time. We watched the fireworks. The baby jumped and kicked up a storm during the fireworks.

We hit on a name yesterday that we both really like. Its not the FINAL decision, but its fun and very much a relief to have a favorite so far. This is the type of decision that has the capacity to stress me out to no end, so having a good option is SO relieving.

I have a good list of baby stuff going - that helps the anxiety and intense need for nesting that I'm feeling right now. I have read that this feeling usually comes a month or so before birth, but I swear I've had it since the DAY I took the home pregnancy test. Its been very difficult to stave off the need to have everything ready NOW.

Leah lent me her breast pillow as well as an infant car seat. We will probably keep one seat in each car, so this is very helpful. Oh - and she dug out an infant diaper from little Jenna's birth and I just couldn't believe how TINY it was. I swear I do not remember Joel being that little - I realize that 7-9 lbs isn't a whole lot of person, but still. SO small. S and I oooohed and ahhhhed over this tiny diaper. And then laughed at ourselves.