Am feeling very panicky right now. I think it is because our server is down at work and so I can't do much. I think I am also panicky because I won't get an official offer from my company for the promotion for another month or so - I am 95% it will still happen, but I don't like the wait. Not now. Not while I"m on a countdown to the baby. S and I talked through all the worse case scenarios last night, so I don't think I'm worried about that. What is upsetting me is that I have such frustration with a co worker and the status quo that I was really looking forward to a change. Now.

I think I felt my first Braxton Hicks contractions last night - if it wasn't BH (there were 3 and I was semi asleep), then it was a muscle spasm while stretching. It was involuntary and covered my whole belly. It was a feeling of pulling in towards my belly button.

I sound like a broken record, but this baby never stops moving. Well, hardly ever. He is so active. A colleague at happy hour last night said that she could recongize her children's personalities aftrer they were older when she thought back to how they were in utero. So - active child for us!