LYNNABEL's CalorieKing blog
Wednesday, Jan 18 2006
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I don't want to journal. Isn't that strange? So, I won't. I guess. Maybe a little.
Am hoping very fiercely that:
*My medication helps - I keep realizing that I've been worse than I thought I was;
*I learn to focus outwards when appropriate (I have it absolutely backwards - I'm focused outwards when I shouldn't be and inwards when I should be looking outside - trust me on this, I know)
*My weight loss plateau breaks; my body begins to heal from the stress/fatigue of the last 11 weeks (I ache - I never believed that stress and fatigue could affect a person so physically - but I believe it now);
*That Will learns to sleep more at night - I love him so much and will accept how ever he matures, but his sleeping hasn't improved since the very beginning - in fact, its gotten worse
*That going back to work is positive
*That I can learn to accept that my husband may be more gifted than I am at parenting and appreciate that instead of twisting myself up inside with confusion and pettiness.
There's more, but I can't think it through.
Am hoping very fiercely that:
*My medication helps - I keep realizing that I've been worse than I thought I was;
*I learn to focus outwards when appropriate (I have it absolutely backwards - I'm focused outwards when I shouldn't be and inwards when I should be looking outside - trust me on this, I know)
*My weight loss plateau breaks; my body begins to heal from the stress/fatigue of the last 11 weeks (I ache - I never believed that stress and fatigue could affect a person so physically - but I believe it now);
*That Will learns to sleep more at night - I love him so much and will accept how ever he matures, but his sleeping hasn't improved since the very beginning - in fact, its gotten worse
*That going back to work is positive
*That I can learn to accept that my husband may be more gifted than I am at parenting and appreciate that instead of twisting myself up inside with confusion and pettiness.
There's more, but I can't think it through.
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