My mind is going a mile a minute - I have actually been on physical auto-pilot most of the week - to the extent that I do not realize I've driven all the way to work, or taken a shower from start to finish, etc. Its a very strange feeling for me. I forgot to eat the other day. I NEVER NEVER NEVER forget to eat.

I know in part why I'm thinking so hard - and I won't repeat the treadmill of thoughts that I'm stuck on - but I have a few irons in the fire. I may know more of my future by mid December and if that ends up being true I will be insanely thankful. If not, I will plug along.

I haven't had a chance to up date on T-Tapp. I am pleased that my weight is under 135, and my waist is under 30 and my hips are under 37. My chest measurement has gone up, unfortunately, - the last thing I need is more VA-VOOM, but the measurement under my ladies has strunk which is good.

I am sleeping better - which is nice. And it could be that my tame appetite is due to T-Tapp, too. It could also be being off the pill.

I am thankful that with everything upsetting going on work-wise, I am managing it fairly well emotionally.

I need to write about Will and Ellen sometime soon. I visited Kindergarden no. 3 today. Its a charter and less than 1 in 5 applicants get in because of the space issues.

Ugh, I have no attention span.