LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog

Saturday, January 22nd 2005

Thank goodness - down a pound! 133! I saw 132 a few times, but its so hard to tell on my scale - minute crosshairs. You can really only see that you are dead center between two 5lb increments. So, it could be 132.5, but I'd rather go with 133. I even feel a bit puffy, so perhaps there's some water weight there. I was so terrified to get on the scale. I dont' like that - because it means that I'm really scared of how I'll feel if I don't like what I see. And I don't want that to be the case. I wa...

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Friday, January 21st 2005

At training again today – a few road bumps in the teaching so I’m getting some time to write and email.

I am so glad its Friday. It was hard to get up this morning – for the second night in a row, Ripple slept downstairs of her own volition. I don’t know if that’s why I haven’t been sleeping very well the last two nights or not.

I might be able to meet Amy tomorrow! I’m very excited.

I wrote myself out last night, I think.

Weigh in tomorrow. Maybe more later if the spi...

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Thursday, January 20th 2005

I was in Access training all day today, so I was able to spend some time on the CK forums but didn't want to journal because the person behind me could read everything on my screen. It was a good class, and I have one more day tomorrow. I think this little bit of knowledge will help me be and feel more proactive and organized at work.

I worked out intensley after class and am seeing progress with the weights I'm using.

My board meeting went well last night - one of my hallmark traits i...

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Wednesday, January 19th 2005

Today has been much better. Now that I know to watch for the anxiety surges in the morning, I hope I'll be able to manage them more effectively.

This morning when I got out of bed, I had to remove Ripple from spooning S! It was too cute. She had her paws literally around his neck and was snuggled up tight as can be against him. I really like our brief time together in the morning - its the one time that Ripple is alone with me. We have been going to the park for her to run faithfully every ...

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Tuesday, January 18th 2005

So much anxiety. I've noticed that it is this way in the mornings for me at work. It seems like everything is so chaotic. I love this company, which is funny since I hate a lot of the decisions made or not made. It makes me so anxious. I'm feeling angry that People (who do I mean? Everyone?) get to (why do I use that phrase?) slack off and/or assume I have time to deal with their issues. Why does that make me angry? Do I feel undervalued? I don't think I am undervalued. Why do I get angry about ...

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