LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Sunday, April 8th 2012
Despite my last entry and the intentions I had, this week was a disaster calorie wise. I'm living in sweat pants. I'm dreading putting on work clothes tomorrow. In major need of a detox. I've been with the kids since Wed. Steve comes home later tonight.I love my children (right now Will and Ellen are befriending 3 year old here at McD's playland in the most heartwarming way) but am ready to have a break from them. Will was off school two days this week plus the weekend, and that just seeme...
Monday, April 2nd 2012
Saturday night I had anxiety dreams, and last night I woke up at 1am and just had depressing thoughts until 3am. I wonder what is doing on.My anxiety dreams almost always are about whatever it is that I"m anxious about, or whatever would be the 'worst' thing that could happen. I'm a born pessimist if there ever was one. I dreamed (isn't it 'dreamt'? Why is that giving me an error?) that Steve and I were fighting. I dreamed that I did horrible in law school. I dreamed something awful a...
Saturday, March 31st 2012
This has NEVER happened to me in my adult life. I stepped on the scale for the first time in 2 months, fully expecting to see something mid way between not-good and awful. Instead, my weight is the lowest its been since the summer of 2010, and CK finally told me I was goal.I am wondering if this is a bit of a fluke. On the otherhand, I wonder if really reducing my diet soda intake this week has anything to do with it? Either way, I'll take it and be extra careful this coming week in the ho...
Tuesday, March 27th 2012
Yesterday, I typed an blog entry and then lost it. It was a short vent about something S had said/done over the phone. It left me mad and frustrated since resolving things over the phone is hard for us. I don't have privacy at work and he is at best luke warm to talking on the phone generally. I am amazed in retrospect that we carried on so much of our 'dating' over the phone.Anyway, I have been much better in the last year or so (maybe longer but it seems fairly recent) about expressing m...
Thursday, March 22nd 2012
I am trying (not very successfully yet) to give up soda at lunch and at dinner. The first day I forgot, seriously, at lunch. And the second day, today, I remembered at lunch but forgot at dinner. I don't know why I'm doing this other than its something to do. I am retaining water randomly and weirdly so I figure less soda and more water can't hurt.Have had 2 eyeliner dreams in 2 nights. They are almost never back to back like that. For the record, I'm not complaining.
Am having trou...