LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog

Monday, March 13th 2006

I finally have a moment to write in here, and I don't really want to. Strange, huh? Sometimes I think that the more authentically I live my life (and I hate that Dr. Phil has his prints all over that phrase) the less need I have to journal. The more honest I am in all areas, the less I need this one outlet as a vent. That's not to say I shouldn't journal unless I'm venting - it may just need to take on a different meaning.

I couldn't go to work today - the roads were just too dangerous. And...

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Saturday, February 25th 2006

15 lbs left. Why does that seem like more work and further away than 22 + lbs?

Monday, February 20th 2006

Just got back from Duluth - we had a great time. S and I finally had the talk we've needed to have for ages and ages. We were more honest with each other and ourselves than we have been in a long time. It was a very constructive talk in that we decided on some set ways we can handle the instances that cause us so much pain - meaning, we committed to trying a method to see if would help. I'm glad.

I had a flash of realization during our conversation - I have not become as self-LESS or as los...

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Saturday, February 18th 2006

Its 7:43 am and Will is still sleeping. I'm glad for him. Apparently he didn't nap very well yesterday for Steve.

This was a horrible week. Work was very full and stressful. Some good things, but mostly tonage. Friday was Lisa's last day and THANK. GOD. I don't know that I've ever disliked another human being as much as I dislike her. Good riddance to bad rubbish. or luggage. I can't remember how the phrase goes.

Things at home were very stressful. I don't even know where I'd begin to ...

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Sunday, February 12th 2006

I'm so frustrated. Someone in my life has thrown his back out. Which was not unexpected or unavoidable - this someone decided it would be a good idea to play racket ball for the first time in YEARS after a week where he was a lot of back pain. He has been crippled since Saturday morning. And I while I felt badly for him, my pity and my goodwill has run out. A) He bit my head off when I suggested that someone else who can actually WALK watch a certain child tomorrow and for as long as needed unti...

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