LYNNABEL's CalorieKing Blog
Tuesday, April 5th 2005
I am in such a strange place right now - so full of highs and lows. And so. very. unmotivated. Unmotivated to work out, to clean, to organize, to plan. I keep telling myself - wait until you aren't sick - wait until you feel better. But - I got an email from Missy who is close to 30 weeks and is still sick. So, I need to realize I may not feel better and that continuing to put things off won't help at all if I don't feel better. I need to just do things.I came home last night and cried for...
Monday, April 4th 2005
Mondays are rough, emotionally, at work. I need to remember that. I had forgotten.In an effort to achieve some balance I find I need to offset what I am morose about with what I am happy about. So - happy. I had a WONDERFUL time in Columbus and so pleased to be able to SEE these women who have become so important to me. I felt nearly instantly comfortable and laughed as I haven't in a while. I am very thankful for their support and friendship and soul-kinship. That's a big happy.
S di...
Wednesday, March 30th 2005
I feel very frumpy today. I'm not sure why. I do have these strange stains on my shirt that look like oil stains but didn't come in the wash. I've very self conscious of them. I think I'll need to retire this shirt, unfortunately. Frumpy. Frowzy. Unkempt. Which is too bad since I actually took a shower last night and did my hair this morning. I just feel like a lump.I'm going to go the consignment shop after work to see if I can find any pretty skirts for spring that might expand with me a...
Tuesday, March 29th 2005
Week 8 and a half right now. I had to laugh because I found a website that says my little walnut is actually a kidney bean. They can't keep changing the fruit/nut/vegetable size on me. So, walnut it is.I also finally got my "What to Expect When You're Expecting" book, and am fairly dispointed so far. For one, they try to make the argument that morning sickness is emotional rather than phsycial. I disagree. They say this is so because a) all women have the same hormones coursing t...
Friday, March 25th 2005
Week 8 today!Got tons done here at work this morning and am now waning. This seems to be a pattern the last few days. The wrist bands are helping tons, but I still don't feel "right." I told S this last night and then I said, "I don't know why I'm afraid for anyone to think I feel GOOD." He said, "Its okay - I'll still ask, and care, and love you if you don't feel sick." And oddly enough, that's exactly what I needed to hear. I know I'm getting to be annoying ...