I want to write, but I can't make myself. I don't know why. Maybe because I feel like my time with S is so limited that I don't want to be away from him? (kinda corny, if true) Maybe because sitting actually doesn't feel super great?

We worked hard on the baby's room today. We moved things around, debated things, and finally ended up back where we started. We did order a rug and a storage bench/ottoman from Target to complete the room. I really like it. My only concerns are a) the crib is near the windows, so it could be cold; and b) there is no guest bed any more for the pets to up on to watch things out the window. But - its really sweet to see the crib up and the letters spelling our baby's name on the wall. We ordered a print the other day as well that should be coming shortly.

I worked on my/our birth preference plan a bit today. I need to dig out a book or two and then it should be final and ready for my OB's review next week.

Am very conscious of my body and my sexuality right now. I am yearning, positively yearning, for my pre-pregnancy body.