Its my last day here at NHCN. I'm definitely a lame duck. If I didn't think he was such a flaming, evil, idiot, I might actually develop some sympathy for our lame duck President given my own experience with that status. Its SO not a big deal, but I do feel left out and sidelined. Completely understandable, though. I'd do the same if I were trying to manage the departure of a manager. Still. (Insert pout here). I just feel like an idiot. I'm glad its my last day.

Am starting to feel a bit more healthy. I need to begin working out again now that I can breath without hacking. I think I may wait until after my trip to OKC, though, and start fresh with exercise and logging when I start my new job. The routine will make everything easier and I actually don't think I'll feel 100% healthy for another week or so. This cold was killer.

I'm dreading the plane flights, and am spending so much energy trying not to think about them that I might as well just think about them and realize it will be a PITA, but it will end. And its for a good cause. I'm going to miss Will and Steve a ton.

I'm trying to decide when to quit pumping. For some reason, my milk has become really thin. And I think its making Ellen throw up. I can't figure out why. I'm not eating anything different and I'm not taking any medication other than the mini-pill. I have to be sure when I quit, though, because there is no going back once I do. I'm tired of it, though. I'm sick of the bfeeding bras I have. They are SO dingy and falling apart and gross. And I don't fit into my regular ones yet.

Yikes, I'm whiny today.